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It's almost the end of the year, and I'm starting to slack off
I want to study hard for test and quizzes, but somehow I just slack off
and when I get back my test and quizzes, I somehow don't feel bad for getting a bad mark.
I know I have to maintain my mark, but I just can't seem to do so.
sigh... -_- I just did my physics test today.. it was ok.. but I have a feeling that I did it wrong.
I was so tensed and scared.
but I tried my best..
the thing is, I can't afford another bad test mark.. especially physics. I can only maintain it or raise it..
I'm so scared..
I really want to work hard, but I can't.
:(
sometimes I just want time to past quickly and get the exam over with... so I can be relax..
I don't want my average to stay..
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I wrote a new story
well I decided to write short stories from now on..
cuz I just can't seem to continue my previous story... too slow :P
I'll post it on fictionpress after I asked some of my friends to edit it
so I was listening to the song "For the nights I can't remember" (the one playing right now on my blog)
I love that song <3
this song inspired me to write yet another story :D
I'm on a roll here :P
I'm excited to write it,
but writing has to be put aside, cuz I have too many things going on at school
Stupid religion cpt.. no one even knows what to do.. :(
As you can see.. religion is really making me go crazy :P
scary eh?
LOL
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so.. as you may know, my mom came to Canada for the past week.
she's going to Boston for training today..
I knew she'll come back on Wednesday, however, I just can't get over the fact that I'm scared.
I'm scared of being alone and isolated again..
I tried to control my feelings.
I know I'll be fine for 3 days, but when I think about next Saturday, the day she leave officially,
I'm just so scare that I might cry.. so I was thinking I might as well just cry now and get it over with..
many might not understand me right now, but I just like I don't really belong in my aunt's family..
before my mom came, I'm always just hiding in my room and no one cares.
but when she came, someone actually care for me.
I fee like when she leave, I'll just be back into the situation where I just don't belong and alone.
it is very ironic how I'm upset over this, cuz one of my reasons for coming here before was to get away from my mom..
I still cry everytime I leave hk and everytime my mom or my dad leave canada.
many, like my sister, may think I'm so stupid for crying everytime, but she'll never understand how it is to be living with people who doesn't care for you, unless she experiences it.
As for now, I just need to concentrate on my Jane Eyre seminar..
hopefully it'll go well
and my physics project will be fine too ... :)
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I got my G1:D
I went there at around 12..
and after I had lunch, it still wasn't my turn . -_-
a total fail..
I was about to give up after waiting for 1hr 30mins.. cuz only 20 numbers got called within that time..
I was so pissed... that place is so crowded and I'm guessing that there's no air conditioning, cuz I couldn't breath.. so bad..
sothen I went to some plaace .. and after 2hrs or so, I went back to the centre.. and it's my turn -_- finally...
honestly, I was quite nervouse.. :P
so. I took an ugly picture LOL
and when I went into the written test room, I had to wait for that guy to give me the test..
I seriousely don't get why can't they setup computers for ust to take the test.. it will be so much faster..
after the test.. I had to wait for him to mark it.. and there's only one person working there,,, so slow..
so I waited for 15-20 minuets for him to mark.. SLOWW...
I was lik please let me passs!
so then I was so happy that I passed.. :D
LOL this test took me a day.!!!
stupid system.. !
well aside from that... I read jill's story - when I'm with you.
It's so cute!! :D love it :D
Thanks jill.... LOL
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it's the end of easter long weekend..
and I'm cramping all the religion hmwk..
I just hate shanahan so much >:(
EWWWWWWWW......
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It's almost the end of the year, and I'm starting to slack off
I want to study hard for test and quizzes, but somehow I just slack off
and when I get back my test and quizzes, I somehow don't feel bad for getting a bad mark.
I know I have to maintain my mark, but I just can't seem to do so.
sigh... -_- I just did my physics test today.. it was ok.. but I have a feeling that I did it wrong.
I was so tensed and scared.
but I tried my best..
the thing is, I can't afford another bad test mark.. especially physics. I can only maintain it or raise it..
I'm so scared..
I really want to work hard, but I can't.
:(
sometimes I just want time to past quickly and get the exam over with... so I can be relax..
I don't want my average to stay..
:/
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I wrote a new story
well I decided to write short stories from now on..
cuz I just can't seem to continue my previous story... too slow :P
I'll post it on fictionpress after I asked some of my friends to edit it
so I was listening to the song "For the nights I can't remember" (the one playing right now on my blog)
I love that song <3
this song inspired me to write yet another story :D
I'm on a roll here :P
I'm excited to write it,
but writing has to be put aside, cuz I have too many things going on at school
Stupid religion cpt.. no one even knows what to do.. :(
As you can see.. religion is really making me go crazy :P
scary eh?
LOL
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so.. as you may know, my mom came to Canada for the past week.
she's going to Boston for training today..
I knew she'll come back on Wednesday, however, I just can't get over the fact that I'm scared.
I'm scared of being alone and isolated again..
I tried to control my feelings.
I know I'll be fine for 3 days, but when I think about next Saturday, the day she leave officially,
I'm just so scare that I might cry.. so I was thinking I might as well just cry now and get it over with..
many might not understand me right now, but I just like I don't really belong in my aunt's family..
before my mom came, I'm always just hiding in my room and no one cares.
but when she came, someone actually care for me.
I fee like when she leave, I'll just be back into the situation where I just don't belong and alone.
it is very ironic how I'm upset over this, cuz one of my reasons for coming here before was to get away from my mom..
I still cry everytime I leave hk and everytime my mom or my dad leave canada.
many, like my sister, may think I'm so stupid for crying everytime, but she'll never understand how it is to be living with people who doesn't care for you, unless she experiences it.
As for now, I just need to concentrate on my Jane Eyre seminar..
hopefully it'll go well
and my physics project will be fine too ... :)
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I got my G1:D
I went there at around 12..
and after I had lunch, it still wasn't my turn . -_-
a total fail..
I was about to give up after waiting for 1hr 30mins.. cuz only 20 numbers got called within that time..
I was so pissed... that place is so crowded and I'm guessing that there's no air conditioning, cuz I couldn't breath.. so bad..
sothen I went to some plaace .. and after 2hrs or so, I went back to the centre.. and it's my turn -_- finally...
honestly, I was quite nervouse.. :P
so. I took an ugly picture LOL
and when I went into the written test room, I had to wait for that guy to give me the test..
I seriousely don't get why can't they setup computers for ust to take the test.. it will be so much faster..
after the test.. I had to wait for him to mark it.. and there's only one person working there,,, so slow..
so I waited for 15-20 minuets for him to mark.. SLOWW...
I was lik please let me passs!
so then I was so happy that I passed.. :D
LOL this test took me a day.!!!
stupid system.. !
well aside from that... I read jill's story - when I'm with you.
It's so cute!! :D love it :D
Thanks jill.... LOL
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it's the end of easter long weekend..
and I'm cramping all the religion hmwk..
I just hate shanahan so much >:(
EWWWWWWWW......
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I'm Jaime :D
I am kinda quiet, but I have many thoughts of my own to share. I have quite a lot of friends.. I think..
I really don't know what to say here :P so basically, I love music :) I play violin, guitar and sing for fun :)
When I'm bored, I watch asian dramas LOL ... so far, Autumn's concerto is the best :P
well.. have fun stalking me on my blog... I guess :P
My Xanga jaime-xox
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Jaime
sweet despair :)
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country: canada and hk
birthday: Oct. 20
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