this is a long story...
so the night before, I was panicking about eng. seminar and physics quiz..
I stayed up late doing physics questions... but I was so pissed that I didn't get it.. so I gave up and went to bed..
then the next morning.. I was changing and my aunt knock on the door, so I said "mmm"
to make some noise, so that she knows that I'm awake. I thought she heard my noise, so when she asked me if I'm awake, I said "Of course I am, I'm talking to you" in a normal tone and I even kinda laughed at the end of the sentence as like a joke.
Then she thought I was being mean. She was like What now! i'm just asking if u are awake, you don't need to talk back to me like that!" "Next time if you slept in, I won't wake you up!"
I was so shocked... I didn't expect her to say that, cuz I really didn't mean any harm... so I explained to her when she came back upstairs.
Then she's like fine, whatever you say. << in a way that she doesn't believe me or think I'm annoying
I said "But i really didn't mean it, I was just joking... then u just started yelling at me for whatever reason."
she said "I'm yelling at you because you talked back at me rudely"
so I reassured " but I really didn't mean it."
then she said "fine, it's all my fault then!" << I HATE it when people say that, especially when i know they don't mean it!! I just hate it!! but I didn't talk back at her this time, cuz I needed to go>>
so I didn't say anything and she said "yah, now you are going to hate me, you always hate people!"
I'm like WTF! [in my mind of course :P] I said "No I don't... fine..if you want to think of me as that way, so be it!" Then I slammed the door and left.
I like arguing with her, but I didn't know how to face her after school... :S
so after school, when she came back, I acted like nothing happened, but she kinda gave me this annoyed face and she didn't talk to me until I asked her something nicely..
Honestly, I'm actually proud of myself, because I finally expressed my anger and stopped being weak; also, I was able to control myself and stop myself from continue arguing with her. :)
if I have more time and if she's not my aunt, but my dad or my mom, I won't just leave.. I'll argue more till I win! :P maybe that's why I used to fight with my mom for day and I even tried not to eat dinner and any food to make my mom feel guilty... LOL I was such a bad kid
LOL I felt so cool that I did a dramatic exit! LOL I always wanted to do that ;D I know I'm weird...
Now I know I shouldn't talk when I'm lack of sleep, because I'm just gonna talk shit without thinking :P