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today, I once again realized that no matter how hard you try or study, the result will still be bad...
so... I studied for the chem test.. and I actually finished the review questions... I was so proud of my self and happy..
I was like yes! I will do good on the test! I felt so prepared..
and when I did the test.. I was confident..
but I ended up with seventies T^T
I really don't get it.
I tryed hard and I actually studied... and here I am with a seventies test mark...
WTF is wrong with me.
Huber said he can tell who did work and who didn't just by looking at the marks...
I say no! I actually did the work and studied, but I just can never get a good mark
I feel like a total loser...
the thing is.. I discovered something...
if I try hard.. I get bad mark, but if I don't try as hard... I get a good mark...
Is this how it works now!? if so, this is a messed up world! very very messed up world.
well.. I realized that before when I was in elementary school, but I'm trying to change this theory...
guess it didn't work
Before, I was so proud of myself for getting such a good average...
but now.. with chem test being bad... bad presentation... and bad religion test.. probably fail the physics test..
I'm pretty much screwed...
I really want to cry so badly at school, but I acted normally, as if nothing happened..
but I cried at home.. just can't take it anymore.. I'm just weak like that!
so now I feel like shit, and I wanna die! EMO!!
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today, I once again realized that no matter how hard you try or study, the result will still be bad...
so... I studied for the chem test.. and I actually finished the review questions... I was so proud of my self and happy..
I was like yes! I will do good on the test! I felt so prepared..
and when I did the test.. I was confident..
but I ended up with seventies T^T
I really don't get it.
I tryed hard and I actually studied... and here I am with a seventies test mark...
WTF is wrong with me.
Huber said he can tell who did work and who didn't just by looking at the marks...
I say no! I actually did the work and studied, but I just can never get a good mark
I feel like a total loser...
the thing is.. I discovered something...
if I try hard.. I get bad mark, but if I don't try as hard... I get a good mark...
Is this how it works now!? if so, this is a messed up world! very very messed up world.
well.. I realized that before when I was in elementary school, but I'm trying to change this theory...
guess it didn't work
Before, I was so proud of myself for getting such a good average...
but now.. with chem test being bad... bad presentation... and bad religion test.. probably fail the physics test..
I'm pretty much screwed...
I really want to cry so badly at school, but I acted normally, as if nothing happened..
but I cried at home.. just can't take it anymore.. I'm just weak like that!
so now I feel like shit, and I wanna die! EMO!!
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I'm Jaime :D
I am kinda quiet, but I have many thoughts of my own to share. I have quite a lot of friends.. I think..
I really don't know what to say here :P so basically, I love music :) I play violin, guitar and sing for fun :)
When I'm bored, I watch asian dramas LOL ... so far, Autumn's concerto is the best :P
well.. have fun stalking me on my blog... I guess :P
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Jaime
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